in the beginning.. 10/21/2010

here was an overwhelming feeling.

but from all really, really good things. So I should be enjoying this, right? Yes.
But am I?....well, I'm trying.

I have had the most incredibly year of my life so far (as in school year-- start August 2010). I honestly can't think of the right adjectives to use so.. just take my word for it. It's good. really good.

But can things be so good it's hard to find the time to enjoy them? Yes, again.
Between studying for my classes and discipling 6 girls and ministry area obligations and family and friends and trying to enjoy my last year in college and then the bathing, cooking, eating, brushing my teeth things..that was enough on my plate for awhile. But now raising 15,500, going and talking to churches, calming my mother down, and finding all of this equipment that I've never used in real life..I'm kind of just like wow. This is going to be a long year. I just really don't want to spend the last year in college in a whirlwind of to-do lists and saying oh, crap! I forgot to do that..


When I think about this opportunity I literally giggle out loud with pure joy like a little kid. Sometimes, I get so excited I feel like I'm just going to pee in my pants on the spot. I cannot wait for this to start.